Friday, December 31, 2021

New Years Eve


Another year coming to a close, another year starting. As we leave 2021 behind, I like to think we have all grown in different ways this year. We have seen good and the bad; we have each have experienced our lowest lows and our highest highs. We have gotten through it all and we have learned from it all. I am looking forward to this new year with optimism, gratitude and excitement. I want this year to be the year, I am stronger, joyful and intentional and 

I will be sharing my goals for the year, my word of the year and my mantras for the year in the next few weeks.

As the clock strikes 12 tonight, lets take a deep breath and hope for the best; what is for us, will come and what isn't for us, will pass us by. 

Happy New Years Eve friends!

See you in 2022!!

[[wishing you nothing but beautiful moments, treasured memories and all the blessings a heart can know]]




Dear 2021

Dear 2021, 

YIKES! You were a lot! I know you got off to a rough start, and I know I cried about how rough you were on New Years Eve last year but looking back, you showed me a lot about myself that I didn't think I would ever realize without going through such a weird year. 

You showed me that I am strong, brave, determined, honest, loving, goofy, proud, vulnerable, grateful, thankful, honored, hardworking, flexible, open, adaptable, considerate, empathetic, persistent, sincere, unassuming and kind. 

All these things I have experienced this year, have shaped me into the person I am today. I know there is a quote that says "Compare yourself to who you were a year ago and revel in your evolution." Looking back at where I was a year ago and where I am today, I would say a lot has changed but also a lot has stayed the same. The good things stayed and the bad things went away. I have been cultivating who I want to be for years now and I think I am finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel- who I am to become, the real me. 

A high school teacher once told me I'm an "isle of hope in a sea of dispair". I honestly didn't understand it at the time but 15 years later, I love that. These past few years have been beyond crazy and  looking back, I wouldn't change it for the world.

I learned so many lessons this year and they included: trusting your feelings, your gut  and following your heart. It is totally okay to feel all your emotions at the same time and do not feel bad about speaking your truth and your mind. Some people might not like it but you will find your tribe who will like what you have to say. You are you, never change. 

I am so thankful to my readers, this blog has been such a bright spot in what was a crazy fun year. I am so looking forward to all the posts that are to be written in 2022. I hope to enhance WGJ more and find more opportunities to promote this and take it to the next level. 

2021, thank you for all the wacky and wonderful days you provided. I cannot wait to see what 2022 brings. 

[[everything in your life is a reflection of a choice you made.]]



Wednesday, December 29, 2021

WGJ Favorites 2021

 From all my playlists, I pulled out the 12 songs that were my absolute favorite this year. 

WGJ Favorites 2021

Line by Line- JP Saxe, Marren Morris
That's You- Drew Baldridge
Apex- Ky Rodgers
Sunday Service in the Sand- Brian Kelley
Consecutive Days Alive- Justin Moore
So Far So Good- The Tuten Brothers
"Beer Beer, Truck Truck"- Geroge Birge
Dirt Road Down- Travis Denning
Follow Me- Nelly, Chris Bandi
Darlin'- Triston Marez
Voices- Jana Kramer
Sweeter- Leon Bridges, Terrace Martin

Listen Here.

In case you missed any of this years playlists:

January. February. March. April. May. June. July. August. September. October. November. December.

Here is my year of playlists in numbers:

237 total songs
226 unique artists
236 unique songs
48  repeat artists
31 songs with more than one artist
19.75 average songs in playlist
1 hour 4 minutes average time of playlist
75 songs appearing on my Spotify top songs list

I hope you had as much fun as I did with the music.

[[life is precious]]



Monday, December 27, 2021

Dear December

Hi December!

Woah! December you came in quick and strong. You had a lot going on this month!

Lets start off with the first weekend.... Kyle and I went to Asbury Park for dinner and an overnight at the Berkeley Hotel. We went to Porta for dinner. I love their White Door Sangria and of course their pizza. We ran into some friends of Kyle's and the atmosphere was perfect. We walked back to the Berkeley Hotel to our room that was on the top floor directly in the middle of the building- the best one in my opinion. 

We settled in to watch some Netflix and I ended up falling asleep. HA! We had plans to go back out but sleepy over here changed them. We got up the next morning and went to breakfast and went to see the Wooden Walls Christmas Tree. I had been talking about this Christmas tree for a while now and I was so excited to see it! 

Later in the day, we took a road trip to Kennett Square, PA to experience A Longwood Christmas. I was here a few years earlier and it's been on my mind ever since. It was a brisk night and Longwood Gardens was decorated impeccably. There was so much to see! A "fountain show" that was actually lights set to Christmas music, beautiful  poinsettias and all the beautifully decorated Christmas trees. I had ALL the heart eyes. It was the only thing I wanted for Christmas and Kyle delivered. We even took our first photo together, causing a traffic jam on the cutest but most congested Bridge within Longwood Gardens. 

I promptly fell asleep on the way home, leaving Kyle to navigate the two hour ride by himself. Oops! At this point my flare from last month, has subsided but I wasn't feeling 100% just yet.  I seemed to catch a cold right after Longwood and it lingered for about a week. It was frustrating and annoying. It also didn't help me get into the Christmas spirit. 

After a the cold went away, it was mid-december and I was in Christmas mode. Kyle quickly found out a dirty little secret of mine- I judge people's christmas lights VERY harshly. He was a bit shocked by this revelation. 

I was invited to an Christmas linner (late lunch, earlier dinner) at a restaurant West of where I work. It was a fun evening getting to chat with everyone I haven't really interacted with since before covid! I really enjoyed it! The bread was so yummy and so was the food. It was such a fun hidden gem. I ended up meeting Kyle after the linner to go climb in Brick. Maybe I had a few too many glasses of wine but it totally made climbing so much fun. Ha 

Christmas was a sweet and quiet. Kyle and I spent Christmas Eve together and then I spent Christmas day with my parents. We love our quiet holidays together. The day after Christmas I went for a walk with Adrienne at Double Trouble State Park. It was an unseasonably warmer than normal and it was a beautiful day! It was really nice to catch up with Adrienne. 

New Years Eve came quick after Christmas and it ended quietly and  without any craziness. Which is exactly what I like.2021 was a crazy year filled with lots of adventures and ups and downs and overall a great year. I hope the New Year brings fresh perspectives, a renewed sense of purpose and lots of adventures. 

[[Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom and experience can instill in us- Hal Borland]]





Saturday, December 25, 2021

Merry Christmas


Wishing you and your family a blessed Christmas filled with family and love. Christmas is always a favorite day of mine, to spend with my parents and reminisce on Christmas' past and to be grateful for what we have and what we can give. 

Enjoy your day and remember the reason for the season.

[[When you choose joy, you feel good and when you feel good, you do good and when you do good it reminds others of what joy feels like and it just might inspire them to do the same.]]



Wednesday, December 22, 2021

WGJ vol. 24

I have kept up with the monthly playlists now for 2 Years! How exciting is that?! The grand total of playlist I've shared is 27 (24 monthly playlists, 1 valentines playlist and 2 year favorites)

I am so excited to share with you this month's playlist. It is another eclectic mix that makes me smile when I listen to it. There are some old friends, new friends and good head bopping tunes.  Enjoy!

WGJ vol. 24

Lucky for Me- Eli Young Band
Sweeter- Leon Bridges, Terrace Martin
Love Don't- Ryan Griffin
Bite Me- Avril Lavigne
Alive- O.A.R.
about me.- PJ North
Think of You- Mayday Parade
Sing  to You (Acoustic)- John Splithoff
Hell of a Year- Parker McCollum
Darling- Halsey
All About It- Dylan Marlowe
Doin' This- Luke Combs
Stop Draggin' Your Boots- Danielle Bradbery
Light Me Up- Hudson Moore
If You Love Her- Forest Blakk
Memory- Kane Brown, blackbear
Easy on the Eyes- Texas Hill
Memorize You- Laine Hardy
Love Myself- Andy Grammer
Prayin' For You- Tucker Beathard
I Wanna Be Your Tonight- Joe Nichols
She Likes It- Russell Dickerson, Jake Scott
Cover Girl- Tyler Farr
Waiting For You (Acoustic)- Russel Dickerson

Listen Here.  

[[Music makes life more interesting]]



Monday, December 20, 2021

Diary #24

Woah! Can you believe I have been posting my photo diary for 2 years now? I love sharing what I see on a daily basis. While most time its beautiful sunsets I see out my window, I love finding unusual things to share and keep. Thanks for coming along on this journey with me. I am so excited to see what I am going to find in the new year. 



























What did you see this month?

[[There's room for everyone on the nice list- Elf]]


Monday, November 29, 2021

Dear November

Hey November!

You were pretty packed and pretty amazing! Lets jump into the highlights shall we?

  • Adoption Day
  • Crohn's Flare
  • Adventures
  • Beautiful Sunsets
OKAY! The month started out with a trip to a really yummy restaurant in Red Bank, Gabriella's. It was a great experience - The food, cocktails and service were next level. I wanted to try everything off the menu. We started with cocktails and appetizers then the main course with sides. EVERYTHING was better than the next. On the way to the bathroom, there was a huge mural, it was a large heart made out of fake flowers. I was in awe of it. After eating until we were completely stuffed, we took out leftovers and headed out. As I passed the hostess stand, I spotted something that made me stop and grab it. In a giant fishbowl, there were small boxes that I knew exactly what they were- matches. My parents used to collect matches when they would go out to eat in the '80s. I haven't seen a restaurant do this in a long time and it made me smile. 

Early on in the month, I started not feeling great. There was definitely something wrong due to the consistent stomach pains I was experiencing. They started back in October but I didn't think too much of them.  I was eating out a lot and I thought my stomach wasn't used to the food. Boy, was I wrong! It got to a point early-ish in November where I was doubled over in pain. I've never had such intense pains before. I've had stomach pains before (hello summer 2018) but this was BAD. I made a doctors appointment and I swore I was going to be admitted to the hospital. I thought something was broken in me. WELL, after the doctors appointment, I realized, this was actually a bad flare and this for a Crohn's patient was normal. Colored me shocked. After some antibiotics and some rest, I was good as new. My doctor and I also agreed that my dosing schedule for Humira should remain at 10 days and not 14 days. 
By the end of the month,  I was feeling more like my old self. 

Adoption day is one of my favorite parts of my job and this year because of the ongoing pandemic, we held it virtually again. I made sure the background behind me was colorful and joyful and we hosted 20 something adoptions in one day. What a special memory for the families right before the holidays. 

The day after adoption day, Kyle and I went on an adventure to Sandy Hook. Now, living in New Jersey my whole life, I had never gotten to experience Sandy Hook before. I was pretty excited to see what Sandy Hook had to show me and let me tell you, it did not disappoint. Sandy Hook in November is beautiful; let's be honest, going to the beach in the off season, especially in the colder months, is my favorite thing. As we drove through Sandy Hook, we were able to see the old buildings and lots of dunes. We parked and walked to the beach to see the water. What I wasn't expecting was to see the NYC skyline so clearly and it looked SO close. Kyle even commented that its rare to get a clear day.I felt so lucky to be able to see it. Kyle found a shell that had many shells on it.(confusing i know) but think of a science experiment gone wrong. 

After we explored more of Sandy Hook, we went to the Chubby Pickle for lunch in the Highlands. When Kyle initially asked me if I wanted to go to the Chubby Pickle, I giggled. It sounded so silly!  When we arrived a few minutes later, I realized the Chubby Pickle was a building that was painted green- like a pickle. I couldn't stop giggling. A total locals only type place that served us a great lunch.  BONUS: It was featured on Guy Fieri's Diners, Drive-Ins and Dives.

One morning as I was driving to work, I passed by this waterfront park and the way the sun was rising from behind the trees and it just looked so beautiful, I had to pull over and take a photo of it. As I was taking the photo, a bird flew into the frame to complete such a pretty photo. I can't wait to print it out and frame it. I love those unexpected moments. 

After a month, I am happy to say that I am still really enjoying rock climbing. Am I still falling? YES. Do I still have bruises all over my legs? YES! Do I leave the gym each time with a huge smile on my face? HECK YES! This has been such a fun way to workout and share it with Kyle. I cannot wait to see how I progress with this!  

Thanksgiving was nice and quiet with my parents. I love our holiday traditions and spending time with my parents. The day after Thanksgiving, we were supposed to take our Christmas Card photo but mother nature had other plans that day. The day was beautiful, and our photo was slated to start an hour before sunset. Just as we were getting ready, the wind picked up. My mom and I looked at each other and started to worry; our photos were outside at the lake. About 10 minutes later, we get a phone call from the photographer, suggesting that we postpone the photos because with the wind, the photos would not turn out well. We agreed and rescheduled the photos for the Tuesday. 

We were kind of happy that it got postponed because we realized that we didn't like our outfits. It was definitely a blessing in disguise.  Tuesday photo went perfect and we are so excited to see how they turned out. The sunset was moody and the weather was much better. Mom and I are busy scouring Snapfish to pre-pick out the Christmas cards; so when we receive the photos and pick our favorite and then order them ASAP. Christmas is coming quick. 

I had the opportunity to catch up with a dear friend during a walk at Double Trouble Park. It was a beautiful crisp day and it was lovely being outside and catching up with her. I love that my area has so many parks and walking trails. 

By the end of the month,  I was finally feeling better. I was relieved that it was just a flare but in the back of my mind, I wondered why this happened. I hope and pray that this was just a one off event and it doesn't become a thing. 

November you were pretty awesome overall. I can't wait to see what December holds for me. 

[[Being thankful is a state of mind]]



Thursday, November 25, 2021

Happy Thanksgiving


There is so much to be thankful for this year, even more so than past years. 

Wishing you all a day filled with family, food and gratitude. 



Wednesday, November 24, 2021

WGJ vol. 23

These song have been stuck in my head ALL month and I personally feel like this is one of the most eclectic playlists I've put together. Most of the times my playlists are very heavy with country but this month I have added some other genres too. New meets old. Enjoy!

WGJ vol. 23
Burnin' up a Bench Seat- Hunter Jordan
Country'd Look Good On You- Frank Ray
Me Being Me- Mitch Rossell
Wildfire- Nate Smith
Voices- Jana Kramer
Something About Her Blue Eyes- Granger Smith
Slow Down Summer- Thomas Rhett
Shivers- Ed Sheeran
U-Turn- Seth Ennis
Beer With My Buddies- HIXTAPE, HARDY, Travis Denning, Josh Thompson
Minus You- Brandon Davis
Small Town Small- Jason Aldean
Whatever It Takes- High Valley
Wontcha Come Back Home- Drew Baldridge
Here's To Moving On- Dashboard Confessional
You Deserve It All- John Legend
Wannabes- Brett Kissell
A Little Bit Of You- Tyler Rich

Listen Here.



Tuesday, November 23, 2021

Hi again

 Hi!

Well its been a long 8 month stretch without writing. I thought about writing often during that time yet I did not have the oomph to do anything about it. One of the main reasons why I stepped back was because it got to be TOO MUCH. I felt anxious and not good enough and overwhelmed and really down in the dumps about myself every single time I logged on to Facebook, Instagram and Snapchat. I knew that was not a good feeling and it definitely was not good for my mental health. The comparisons, the feeling of not doing enough was overwhelming and I decided for my own sanity and mental health that I needed a change. 

Stepping back from Social Media was a breath of fresh air, literally. I felt like I was no longer tied to a screen and I wasn't mindlessly scrolling. It was a change and I knew I needed something else to fill up my time; I knew I would find something else but I was enjoying the stillness of not doing anything. I made a conscious effort to re-evaluate what apps I was clicking on and viewing each day. My screen time dramatically went down. I re-found my love of reading (thanks to Libby) and in the warmer months, I tired to be outside as much as I can. 

Life was still stressful and overwhelming though. I couldn't seem to shake this weird unknown feeling I was living with each day. The Pandemic was still happening and there seemed to be no end in sight. I felt like this past summer was harder than the Summer 2020. Maybe in the Summer of 2020, we (me) were all blissfully unaware what was going to be happening and now Summer 2021, we knew what was happening but didn't know what to do with it? I am not sure how to eloquently put that into words but I think you get the jist of it. I was trying my best to live my life as safely as I can. I slowly started to reemerge into the world and doing things I used to love. It was weird and sometimes scary but as I took baby steps, I felt like this is good. I felt like something was still missing but couldn't put my finger on it and I still didn't have any oomph to do anything about it.

Now eight months later....

I am here... again, with a clearer mind and a new way of thinking about things.

I have started to backpost (post date?) blog posts that were specific to the prior eight months. My Photo Diaries and WGJ Playlists were all being kept up during my blogging absence. I truly enjoy taking photos and making playlists of my favorite songs so that was a no brainer to continue to do. I am currently working on my Dear... series; this one is harder because it encapsulates so many things through out the month. Luckily, I have my phone and planners to help me through. Slowly but surely, I will complete the Dear.. series and continue on with it. 

Going forward, I want this to feel more organic and not so structured. That was one of my downfalls, I would be stressed writing a post because it was on my schedule. (No one cared about this silly schedule except me but I thought I would let myself down if I didn't write it). I want this to be a creative outlet and to be something I can really enjoy doing. I have so many creative interest and for a long time I felt like I should only focus on one; in reality, who is limiting you to only one, yourself? Why not try all the things and enjoy all the things? Maybe you will find even newer things to like too.

In my break, I have truly re-evaluated things in my life and what I am doing. Has it been easy, no but I have been very happy with the progress I have made so far. There is still a lot to work on but I think that is the fun part of it all. 

I hope you all stay on this journey with me and see where life takes me. 

[[Sometimes all that matters is that you are still trying]]



Wednesday, November 17, 2021